The sadness in me ; who knows ? Cut the Crap.

Baby , you light up my world w your everydays.
I love you , I miss disturbing you , I inked every part of our memories internally .
With you , my life is full of colours & laughter. Yes , w tears ; but tears of joyness.
Today , here . Imma having tears of sadness. Because I couldnt find any colours w my everyday since  the day you last kissed me w goodnight hugs. #17 . 

Dear diary . 
Dear me , dear reader , dear friend , dear dear dear...

What about my dearest boyfriend ? ):
Boyfriend , Imy so munchy munchy. heeeeeees. Ive send out another letter , earlier on. I took up my yesterday night to write the letter before turning in th morning. Sighs. Plenty of words to tell you . Give me tons of year , i also wouldnt complete my sayings. You know why . Because , Ive tooo much to tell youh , perhaps i should say , that includes my nonsense words. Trololol . Just to keep you by me with never endlessness of words. I cant wait i cant wait . Its the 30th of May. Just 3 more days to go. Ohyeah bi . Imma able to see you , like a FINALLY. No matter how ; what ; deadbeat also gonna dragged my feet there. I know ya'miss me , but i miss you more. Bi , Endure till your release alright . Because my moral of support is always there. Our love is always keeping us moving on every day. Ive faith in you & looking upon your release , and back to our sweetest romance (: Its always the sweetest in my eyes , be it how bitter ; sweet ; sour ; chilli it gonna be liked to others. Its just the matter of you & me. That forms the word " together " . (:

Ohmy ! Holy shit . Firstly, I'm gonna say, seriously ; frankly ; honestly ..
I MISS MY BOYFRIEND , alot.  . & yes , thats for sure D: Secondly , i failed my BTT on that very MondayBLUEEEE ; should say MONDAYBOOOOH , with that very 1 mark !!!!! FREAK IT OUT DUDE . Well . I had a score of 44/50. So sad. Just 1 more mark & imma able to scrape thru it. sighs. Wat a great impact of sadness and disappointment in myself , without baby's presence. While having the test , seriously ; butterflies flying around in my stomach canzxz. Nervous like sot one canzxzz ._. so damn shitty. Nvmind, shall give it a shot again. Never give up , till the very end. If there is a will ; there's always a way ! Huhuhuh . Alright , imma trying to comfort myself , ignored me.* . (humpfs!)

Last last last.  My left hand arm , seems to be like , internal injured can =,= Th bone , macam macam siahhs. Macam gonnnnnaaa crack , anytime anywhere. Godbless . LOL ! Alright , i guess imma stopping here & back to my bed again , despite i had a sleep earlier on for more than 12 hour going on. LOL ! Sleeping definately is a No Problem to me. xD & thats my perfect companion without Bby's accompany right now. No choice , hehees. &  imma such a goood daughter , sister , girlfriend ; that i camp @ home for these entire 3 days. (suckthumb) . Bcause the shopping are close @ night. & my brain is close during the day. Busy working @ lalaland. Whoooos.Alright . stopppppppping here . Am gonna jump off to bed.
Goooodnight dearly .

Ending my post with a flying kissss ~ Muachhhhhhhhks ! Specially for my boyfriend ; PohWeiSheng.
Ohmy , dearest , catch it ! xD Might take some processing time , because you 're @ the another side of where imma right now. (rolleyes!) But still , only for youh baybeh ~ Loveyouhhhs dearly. Ciaos.